I just fade

I could feel it..
Feel those pain, pain which reacted by word of break up

Its so near to me so i can taste n feel it, feel what realita that takes my self into.

the realita of emptiness, darkness, most of all is a feeling of lost. Lost someone we loved is the hardest part of human life's cycle.

Lost their laugh, their smile, their
conversation, their words it makes my lung feel so hard to take a breath.

We have risk everything in our
story to win our happiness life but time take our happiness just in a second.

Unfortunately this realita take me in a passive person who is pretending to stay calm, waitin for the info with an unreal time.

I am fade..

Story of my horrible relationship

I hate to cry but i couldn't closed my eyes and stopped my tears..

U know i used to leave my life because i feel my life were sucks, horrible, painful till i met u, u drown much colour in my day thank you for bein so sweet to me to let me feel n make me believe ur my only one, but now i thought we dont have a future. U wont be save with me.

I hate to say im not ur future but thats the reality i wont live my life with this huge drama. I wont live in a world of lies, just back to ur mama, asked her to give her blessin to ur dream, to ur future n asked her forgiveness.

One day soon when we'll meet again dont u try to ask me how hard my live was without u,because i lost the most of my happiness with u when i let u go..

this is it my horrible relationship which is full of drama ends..